Sorry I haven't posted since my last beta. I am here and so far everything is going well! I guess I haven't posted because this all just doesn't feel real yet. My previous miscarriage has definitely tainted this experience for me. I can't help but wondering every day if my dear little miracle is still growing. I am trying my absolute BEST to remain positive and enjoy each day. It is really difficult though remembering how this gift of life was once ripped out of my hands (and heart) before.
I've been sorrounding myself with positivity and asking God to grant me peace. I've done all I possibly could to bring this baby home...I've fought hard! And at this point, it remains in God's hands. God has a plan for us and it all lies in His will & His timing. I'm trying very hard to cast my fears onto Him and let go of this worry.
Symptoms wise I am just feeling very tired. I am "out" on the couch every night before 8 o'clock hits. I also have this queasy feeling that lingers in my stomach. It makes this gurgly noise, but it's not associated with hunger. I've had some lower back pain that tends to come and go.
I'll be 6 weeks on Monday and my 30th birthday is Tuesday! Praying with every ounce of my heart that the big 3-0 brings the gift of life.
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I have felt the same way throughout my pregnancy - previous miscarriage definitely taints this experience. I am finally at a point where I am not constantly worrying that something is going to go wrong! It is so hard to not worry when you have had that horrible experience.
Can't wait to hear how your ultrasound goes!
Hang in there girly and your faith will get you through. Although I wasn't as far along with my m/c I totally get how you're feeling. I'm just hoping the next 6 weeks go by fast for you! Can't wait to hear your u/s report and hope you have a wonderful B-day! xo
Those are all good signs! Sending you lots of positive vibes! Happy early birthday! :o)
Really happy to hear all is going well, as time goes by I guess the worry will ease. Congratulations on your fantastic positive!
You are doing great. This is going to work and you are going to have beautiful BABIES! Yes I said babies. Happy happy birthday to you. This will be the best birthday ever. I can't believe that it is already 6 weeks. Time flies. Still praying for you.
I pray Gods plan is for you to bring that baby or babies home! :) Happy early Birthday!
Praying with you....Blessings and Peace and A BABY
Sounds like all good pregnancy symptoms... T&P for a healthy baby for you!
Hey! I just saw your comment on my last post, sorry it took so long to answer you! I know the anxiety oh too well. I just kept saying to take it one day at a time. After a miscarriage you just feel like you don't want to get your hopes up too much just to let them get crushed. I also tried to tell myself that my worry will not change the outcome of this pregnancy. No matter what, like you said, It is all in God's hands. Once I was far enough along, the doppler has saved my anxiety a bit. I highy reccomend investing in one of those. I rent it. My craminess was on and off for the first 7 weeks or so. I think it is ok as long as you are not bleeding. Still praying for you! Can't wait to hear how the ultrasound goes!
All sounds good :) Glad to hear it! This is your year, full of blessings! The best attitude to have is that of resting in Him, giving up all fears and worries to Him...once you do that, He will give you a peace that surpasses all understanding :) Keep us posted!
So happy for you. How exciting that you are getting this great news so close to your 30th birthday! How cool is that?! Can't wait to hear the news of your u/s. Keep thinking positive and take care of yourself! Good things are coming your way!
LC...so exciting. I can't wait to hear about your best birthday gift ever!!!
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