Yes, I'm Still Here!

I survived Mother's Day!!!!!  I'd have to say it went pretty well, considering.   On Friday, I was pretty sad for a few reasons.  It started at the end of the work day when one of my friends said to me "Have a good weekend" as she left my classroom.  REALLY?!?!? (Keep in mind this friend knows everything I have been through)  I may just be overly emotional, but I thought this was extremely insensitive. 

Insert sarcastic tone... Yeah, I'm going to have a great weekend - celebrating the fact that I still am NOT a mom.  Oh and even better, I'm going to celebrate the fact that if I wouldn't have miscarried - I would have been having my very first Mother's Day with a three month old.  Yes, I'm going to have a GREAT weekend.

I don't know why - but this really bothered me.  But, my Mom & sister came to visit Friday and Saturday and we had a great time.  We went out to eat a couple times, saw "Something Borrowed", and went to a dancing horses show.  Then on Sunday, I spent the day with my mother-in-law and brothers.  It's amazing how much brothers can take your mind off of things.  I played basketball for like the first time in five years and realized how out of shape I am!  My heart was literally pounding out of my chest - major indication that I need to start exercising more. 

  Sunday brunch

Sunday dinner

Once again, my family held me up and helped me make it through the weekend.  Thank you all!  I love you more than you could ever imagine. 

Oh and big day tomorrow...my first appointment with my new doctor!!!!